Finn Sisu and I would have celebrated our 17th wedding anniversary last month. It fell over a 5 day weekend for me, so I took the opportunity to go to Cyprus. I was originally planning on going with a friend, but they had a family emergency and I went alone. I knew it would be a bit tough; I knew I would be lonely and I intended to still celebrate the life we shared and to remember him with love. It was a nice trip, a scary trip and a good rest.
Yesterday I came back from Muscat, where I went on a business trip to meet MEPI contacts in Oman. It was a much harder trip. Every step of the way I was thinking of what I would tell Finn Sisu and how much he would have loved this or that, how he would have responded to this situation or another.
I just don't think that anyone in the world knows how much I miss him or how much it hurts to be without him.
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